Tuesday, January 22, 2008

since when?

since when have i began to look down at myself?
where have all my confidence gone to?
since when have i began to hate myself?
where is the love?!~

never in my life i feel so ... hak yan zeng ("hatable")...
and this low self-esteem of mine is taking the ppl and things that i love away from me...
no matter how i used to complain how worthless i am in the past, i can still see quality in me...
but now...
im just afraid one day i will lose everything....just because i could not love myself anymore...

sigh, i need a break...

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