liar liar

im very unhappy
afraid
worried

i dunno how long more i can keep up with this lie
im a big fat horrible liar
i dont want to be like my father...a liar...

yet i cant come clean
i dun dare to imagine wat will happen when the truth reveals itself
i cant afford to see it happen
i cant...

Lord, give me some time...
maybe just a little more...
u know i can handle this, so pls let me...
do not let things go any uglier than it is now...
i just need a little more time...